Post by Esmee Vicomt on Jun 27, 2011 23:25:20 GMT -5
The favorite moment of any given day had just ended. Sarcasm. Miles and miles of sarcasm. Getting hooked up to that machine for three hours was perhaps the only thing that drove pain into the girl's body. The limb itself didn't feel a thing, neither did any of the surrounding body parts. But she had convinced herself they did. Mental anguish turned into a physical faucet for relief. If the body hurt, the brain didn't.
Keeping herself convinced of this routine wasn't hard. Trips at twice a week minimum made for good practice. Now she was stumbling about the halls as if she were drunk. Maybe that would help. Something good and warm to thin her blood out all night long. If she could ever make it to her fridge there would be a friend waiting for her. And by friend in this condition it could only mean a full bottle of liquor. Most likely some form of vodka. By now it was like water to a fish.
At least she wasn't on duty right now. That could make for a horrid, yet fun, combination. Passing by some of the cell blocks on her way she ran her fingers across the bar. Metal plating in her gloves rattled the cages that contained things she didn't consider alive to begin with. It was a shame they wouldn't let her kill the ones they caught. Continuing along she began to chuckle softly. The kind of chuckling that denotes insanity to even the dumbest of individuals. Esmee was fond of her mental state. It made life easier. A few more bars were vibrated before she stopped walking, leaning against a cage door. Inside she could hear breathing.
Pathetic things. You wouldn't even know how to live if we let you. At least in here I get to watch you rot she shouted into the cage, her laughter echoing within.
Terrorizing these things was fun, especially after a dialysis trip. Made her feel slightly better about the crap she just put up with. On rare occasions the carcases would speak back. Usually she was allowed to hit those ones in some fashion. Today might not yield such results, but optimism was in full gear whenever it came to laying a hand on one of them. Even if just a hard jab between whatever form of shoulder joint they had, it made her giggle, inside and out.
Keeping herself convinced of this routine wasn't hard. Trips at twice a week minimum made for good practice. Now she was stumbling about the halls as if she were drunk. Maybe that would help. Something good and warm to thin her blood out all night long. If she could ever make it to her fridge there would be a friend waiting for her. And by friend in this condition it could only mean a full bottle of liquor. Most likely some form of vodka. By now it was like water to a fish.
At least she wasn't on duty right now. That could make for a horrid, yet fun, combination. Passing by some of the cell blocks on her way she ran her fingers across the bar. Metal plating in her gloves rattled the cages that contained things she didn't consider alive to begin with. It was a shame they wouldn't let her kill the ones they caught. Continuing along she began to chuckle softly. The kind of chuckling that denotes insanity to even the dumbest of individuals. Esmee was fond of her mental state. It made life easier. A few more bars were vibrated before she stopped walking, leaning against a cage door. Inside she could hear breathing.
Pathetic things. You wouldn't even know how to live if we let you. At least in here I get to watch you rot she shouted into the cage, her laughter echoing within.
Terrorizing these things was fun, especially after a dialysis trip. Made her feel slightly better about the crap she just put up with. On rare occasions the carcases would speak back. Usually she was allowed to hit those ones in some fashion. Today might not yield such results, but optimism was in full gear whenever it came to laying a hand on one of them. Even if just a hard jab between whatever form of shoulder joint they had, it made her giggle, inside and out.